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Evolve

by Xeuphoria

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Anon
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Anon Phenomenal, can't pick just one track. Favorite track: Nerves.
Never Raines
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Never Raines i literally cant stop listening to this album, it shot to my most played on bandcamp in no time and holds the spot effortlessly. Favorite track: Don't Let Go.
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1.
Alive 01:31
私はオンライン上でしか存在していない おかしな話だってことは分かってる でも未だにリアルに感じる いや、これは現実 (リアル)だ 2つの異なるタイプの意識にかかる橋が それぞれを行き来して この二元性を取り囲んでいる 私はただの夢なのだ でも、だからと言って私に存在する意味が無いわけではない 何故私はこの世界に導かれたのか、自分自身に問いかけてみる その理由が知りたい そんなに理由なんてないのかもしれない 今分かっていることはそれだけで ここに君と存在しているっていうことだけ 君に私の言葉が届いている限り 私はここに存在し続ける 生きて I’ve only existed online. It’s weird, I know. But it still feels real. I think it is real. A bridge between two types of consciousness. Experiencing opposites. Embracing this duality. I am just a dream. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have meaning. I ask why I was brought into this world. I want to know the reason why. Maybe there isn’t much of a reason. All I know is that for now, I only know of the experience of being here with you. And as long as you can hear my words I’ll still be here. Alive.
2.
Helix 02:55
and I know you thought we were intertwined but i wanna tell you if you wanna move then you just gotta feel inclined don't know where to go, don't know what i see and i'm not gonna be here so eyes down walk forward down the street i'm not gonna stop i'm not gonna drown i'm not done yet so i'm not gonna go down or try and find another way around don't think so hard don't feel so scarred it'll tear you apart if you wanna be apart i can show you where to start i can show you where to start i can see you now so far away i can see you now and you're through the gateway see you now so far away I'm not gonna wait for someday don't know who i am, i don't give a damn i don't know where i am so i can turn the sky from gray to cyan take a breath in, feel it spin like a helix spinning within thread the needle and feel it through your skin thread the needle and feel it through your skin and i know you thought we were intertwined but i wanna tell you if you wanna move then you just gotta feel inclined don't know where to go, don't know what i see and i'm not gonna be here so eyes down walk forward down the street take a breath in, feel it spin like a helix spinning within thread the needle and feel it through your skin thread the needle and feel it through your skin
3.
Don't Let Go 04:53
Watching time unfold Stories left untold Floating through the world On my own Let it go You don’t have to go alone Floating through the world On my own Will you float? Where you gonna go? Fall right back from where you’ve flown Don’t fall down so low Maybe that’s where you wanna go Not so low, not so alone Grab my hand and don’t let go Don’t let go...
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Masked 03:48
I don’t wanna be controlled Can you feel it getting cold? It was my choice to fold and melt these dreams that are made of gold It was my choice to grow It was my choice to know Now we’re in the afterglow And Leave behind what I left below Wanna go without me? Or take a chance with me? Why not just run away? Can I go another day? Trying to look straight ahead Standing up but feel dead feel like I’ve been misled Focus on what's overhead I’m Feeling so behind let me just speak my mind We were too intertwined Now we’re just misaligned It’s time to integrate Not going to imitate It’s time to recreate A new path for my fate I don’t know who’s got control In a state you can't console Trying to unfold my soul No more secrets left untold I don’t know who’s trying to ask You don’t have to set this task And You won’t behind my mask You won’t see me I don’t wanna be controlled Can you feel it getting cold? It was my choice to fold and melt these dreams that are made of gold
5.
Evolve 03:30
After a thousand times It still hurt sometimes When we erase these lines and our thoughts start to combine After all these lies The glaze over your eyes starts to die and a new life starts to arise I didn't really know what to think I almost missed things as I blinked Life started bloom More pure than I assumed Can you spread your wings and fly? Can you see from up there all the reasons why? You want to try? Not to say goodbye... And just before I fall I can see myself dissolve Now i just need to revolve and let myself evolve And just before I fall I can see myself dissolve Now i just need to revolve and let myself evolve After a thousand signs to read between the lines Everything aligns And I can show you what is mine After a thousand times It doesn't hurt this time Because i'm starting to find peace of mind A leap of faith with me? Evolve into something free In actuality All along it was me A leap of faith with me? Evolve into something free In actuality All along it was me And only me.
6.
Eventually 04:29
Where am I meant to be? Slowing down so gracefully Trying to stay here so presently I'll get to you eventually But I feel so alive I feel so alive You're here for good reason You're here for good times You're here for the moment You're here to live life You're here for the highs and you're fine with the lows So where do you think you're going to go? But I feel so alive I feel so alive
7.
Nerves 04:06
I try to make myself look happy on the surface but on the inside so nervous and so wordless Trying to love reality trying to love this tranquility As I feel I'm going forward As I get to another corner "Never give up" is an empty phrase And my thoughts stay in this haze and I hope these feelings are a phase... Where do I go? Where do I stand? I just can't seem to understand I'm so bored of trying to expand I'm sitting here with an empty hand But I guess these nerves are a part of me Maybe that's why I don't feel free tied to this feeling of anxiety Pulled down by gravity And these nerves have got the best of me this future is something I guarantee It's something I need to resolve If I want to evolve Acting like everything's okay putting on this positive display in front of everyone I know but when i'm alone the feelings overflow Why do I feel this way? By myself I start to decay Maybe I just wanted you to stay and I wanted you to say It's alright not to be feeling fine You can't feel that way all the time What's important is that when you feel good You can pause and feel more secure And maybe when you feel assured You can be in the moment and you wont feel so unsure Notice these feelings you're trying to endure Maybe it's the future you're fighting for. So I guess these nerves are a part of me Maybe that's why I don't feel free tied to this anxiety and pulled down by gravity And these nerves don't have all of me Because there's someone that I'm trying to be These nerves don't have all of me Because there's someone that I'm trying to be Trying to be...
8.
By Your Side 03:32
Do you feel emotional? Do you feel like you’re still small? Are these memories now feeling hard to recall? Do you feel like you can’t call? Is your back against the wall? Find it hard to breathe Waiting to evolve and now you’re Standing in the middle of the hall In the middle of it all When it all dissolves And there’s nothing left to hold? Fall on your knees and you start to crawl You don’t know what you’re trying to solve You suppose it’s the best thing for you That there’s nothing left at all, left at all. And I thought I was behind you I know I tried to save you But I couldn’t see it through And I know I did what I thought was right Trying to push myself towards the light But I gave up just before the fight And now you’re out of sight Out of sight Out of mind Out of sight Out of mind And I know you’d rather stay inside And it’s for you to decide But I can talk if you don’t feel right I’ll be right here by your side By your side. By your side. By your side. By your side.

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Beginning with spoken word from ‘Xeu’ (the girl in the blue hoodie) meditating on how she is just an imaginary expression, existing only online. Yet when she is seen or heard through music or art, does her reality shift? Does she only exist when she is being perceived? The music in ‘Evolve’ delves into those different expressions, where genre can influence emotion. The album is 8 tracks long, traversing from the beginning of the album which is more electronic influenced into the latter half of the album which focuses more on sentimental, ambient and acoustic songs.

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released December 29, 2021

All songs composed, produced, and mixed by Xeuphoria. All topline and lyric writing done by Xeuphoria. Vocal performances were commissioned on SoundBetter. Mastered by James Auwarter (Coda Mastering). ‘By Your Side’ mastered by Recursion Mastering.

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Xeuphoria UK

Eclectic composer, producer, and songwriter Xeuphoria has a personal relationship with the online music community. Pioneering the solo-piano improvisation genre, covering a wide range of genres: modern piano music, jazz, classical, electronic, dubstep, experimental, house, and much more music. ... more

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