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Alive
01:31
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私はオンライン上でしか存在していない
おかしな話だってことは分かってる
でも未だにリアルに感じる
いや、これは現実 (リアル)だ
2つの異なるタイプの意識にかかる橋が
それぞれを行き来して
この二元性を取り囲んでいる
私はただの夢なのだ
でも、だからと言って私に存在する意味が無いわけではない
何故私はこの世界に導かれたのか、自分自身に問いかけてみる
その理由が知りたい
そんなに理由なんてないのかもしれない
今分かっていることはそれだけで
ここに君と存在しているっていうことだけ
君に私の言葉が届いている限り
私はここに存在し続ける
生きて
I’ve only existed online.
It’s weird, I know.
But it still feels real.
I think it is real.
A bridge between two types of consciousness.
Experiencing opposites.
Embracing this duality.
I am just a dream.
But that doesn’t mean I don’t have meaning.
I ask why I was brought into this world.
I want to know the reason why.
Maybe there isn’t much of a reason.
All I know is that for now,
I only know of the experience of being here with you.
And as long as you can hear my words
I’ll still be here.
Alive.
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2. |
Helix
02:55
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and I know you thought we were intertwined
but i wanna tell you
if you wanna move
then you just gotta feel inclined
don't know where to go, don't know what i see
and i'm not gonna be here
so
eyes down walk forward down the street
i'm not gonna stop
i'm not gonna drown
i'm not done yet
so
i'm not gonna go down
or try and find another way around
don't think so hard
don't feel so scarred
it'll tear you apart
if you wanna be apart
i can show you where to start
i can show you where to start
i can see you now so far away
i can see you now and you're through the gateway
see you now so far away
I'm not gonna wait for someday
don't know who i am, i don't give a damn
i don't know where i am
so
i can turn the sky from gray to cyan
take a breath in, feel it spin
like a helix spinning within
thread the needle
and feel it through your skin
thread the needle
and feel it through your skin
and i know you thought we were intertwined
but i wanna tell you
if you wanna move
then you just gotta feel inclined
don't know where to go, don't know what i see
and i'm not gonna be here
so
eyes down walk forward down the street
take a breath in, feel it spin
like a helix spinning within
thread the needle
and feel it through your skin
thread the needle
and feel it through your skin
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3. |
Don't Let Go
04:53
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Watching time unfold
Stories left untold
Floating through the world
On my own
Let it go
You don’t have to go alone
Floating through the world
On my own
Will you float?
Where you gonna go?
Fall right back from where you’ve flown
Don’t fall down so low
Maybe that’s where you wanna go
Not so low, not so alone
Grab my hand and don’t let go
Don’t let go...
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4. |
Masked
03:48
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I don’t wanna be controlled
Can you feel it getting cold?
It was my choice to fold
and melt these dreams that are made of gold
It was my choice to grow
It was my choice to know
Now we’re in the afterglow
And Leave behind what I left below
Wanna go without me?
Or take a chance with me?
Why not just run away?
Can I go another day?
Trying to look straight ahead
Standing up but feel dead
feel like I’ve been misled
Focus on what's overhead
I’m Feeling so behind
let me just speak my mind
We were too intertwined
Now we’re just misaligned
It’s time to integrate
Not going to imitate
It’s time to recreate
A new path for my fate
I don’t know who’s got control
In a state you can't console
Trying to unfold my soul
No more secrets left untold
I don’t know who’s trying to ask
You don’t have to set this task
And You won’t behind my mask
You won’t see me
I don’t wanna be controlled
Can you feel it getting cold?
It was my choice to fold
and melt these dreams that are made of gold
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5. |
Evolve
03:30
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After a thousand times
It still hurt sometimes
When we erase these lines
and our thoughts start to combine
After all these lies
The glaze over your eyes
starts to die
and a new life starts to arise
I didn't really know what to think
I almost missed things as I blinked
Life started bloom
More pure than I assumed
Can you spread your wings and fly?
Can you see from up there all the reasons why?
You want to try?
Not to say goodbye...
And just before I fall
I can see myself dissolve
Now i just need to revolve
and let myself evolve
And just before I fall
I can see myself dissolve
Now i just need to revolve
and let myself evolve
After a thousand signs
to read between the lines
Everything aligns
And I can show you what is mine
After a thousand times
It doesn't hurt this time
Because i'm starting to find
peace of mind
A leap of faith with me?
Evolve into something free
In actuality
All along it was me
A leap of faith with me?
Evolve into something free
In actuality
All along it was me
And only me.
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6. |
Eventually
04:29
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Where am I meant to be?
Slowing down so gracefully
Trying to stay here so presently
I'll get to you eventually
But I feel so alive
I feel so alive
You're here for good reason
You're here for good times
You're here for the moment
You're here to live life
You're here for the highs
and you're fine with the lows
So where do you think you're going to go?
But I feel so alive
I feel so alive
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7. |
Nerves
04:06
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I try to make myself
look happy on the surface
but on the inside
so nervous and so wordless
Trying to love reality
trying to love this tranquility
As I feel I'm going forward
As I get to another corner
"Never give up" is an empty phrase
And my thoughts stay in this haze
and I hope these feelings are a phase...
Where do I go? Where do I stand?
I just can't seem to understand
I'm so bored of trying to expand
I'm sitting here with an empty hand
But I guess these nerves are a part of me
Maybe that's why I don't feel free
tied to this feeling of anxiety
Pulled down by gravity
And these nerves have got the best of me
this future is something I guarantee
It's something I need to resolve
If I want to evolve
Acting like everything's okay
putting on this positive display
in front of everyone I know
but when i'm alone the feelings overflow
Why do I feel this way?
By myself I start to decay
Maybe I just wanted you to stay
and I wanted you to say
It's alright not to be feeling fine
You can't feel that way all the time
What's important is that when you feel good
You can pause and feel more secure
And maybe when you feel assured
You can be in the moment and you wont feel so unsure
Notice these feelings you're trying to endure
Maybe it's the future you're fighting for.
So I guess these nerves are a part of me
Maybe that's why I don't feel free
tied to this anxiety
and pulled down by gravity
And these nerves don't have all of me
Because there's someone that I'm trying to be
These nerves don't have all of me
Because there's someone that I'm trying to be
Trying to be...
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8. |
By Your Side
03:32
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Do you feel emotional?
Do you feel like you’re still small?
Are these memories now
feeling hard to recall?
Do you feel like you can’t call?
Is your back against the wall?
Find it hard to breathe
Waiting to evolve and now you’re
Standing in the middle of the hall
In the middle of it all
When it all dissolves
And there’s nothing left to hold?
Fall on your knees and you start to crawl
You don’t know what you’re trying to solve
You suppose it’s the best thing for you
That there’s nothing left at all, left at all.
And I thought I was behind you
I know I tried to save you
But I couldn’t see it through
And I know I did what I thought was right
Trying to push myself towards the light
But I gave up just before the fight
And now you’re out of sight
Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of sight
Out of mind
And I know you’d rather stay inside
And it’s for you to decide
But I can talk if you don’t feel right
I’ll be right here by your side
By your side.
By your side.
By your side.
By your side.
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Xeuphoria UK
Eclectic composer, producer, and songwriter Xeuphoria has a personal relationship with the online music community. Pioneering the solo-piano improvisation genre, covering a wide range of genres: modern piano music, jazz, classical, electronic, dubstep, experimental, house, and much more music. ... more
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